What Was Your Red Pill Moment?

I look forward to your podcast every day. Every day I listen to it. It's Hopium because you have such a positive outlook on the battle between the Great Awakening and the Great Reset. Who's going to win? Some days I think, damn, Great Reset's winning. Listening to your podcast just really helped me keep it together to tell you the truth. Now, let's take it back. When, what was your red pill moment? Like, did you, were you, you didn't believe the 9, the 9, 11 narrative, right? The mainstream narrative, there's too much crazy shit, right?