Anger for a Nine Is a Really Beautiful Thing

I would say that anger for a nine is like a really beautiful thing actually. It's challenging me to show up and paint myself into that experience. Good stuff can come from that doesn't have to be this explosive volatile kind of homicidal nine range. I definitely have those and my family and, you know, your family is dead now. No, no, they're their bodies are in the basement. She's not denying it. Notice she didn't deny. Oh my god, sorry. My family and I and I've, um, and I think like what's really important for me now is that the anger. I don't feel it or I don't allow myself to feel