There was one devotee of the holy mother, very devoted person. Long after she had passed on, he he suffered a lot in his life. He maintained his peace of mind, devotion with his ind a sort of serene heart. But look at the poetry. I fix the arrows on the bow of rudra, the mighty rudra who takes aim at all the obstacles and the enemies of those who sek brahman bram. That means every obstacle that comes in spiritual life, i am on your side. Never fear. Everything will be overcome, and you will attain to god realization.