The Dead End of Existence

There isn't a paradigm that can lead through all that kind of trickster-ish threshold dimension of experience. You know, and I sort of think the same thing with this, with the hellier stuff where it's almost as if something's trying to be something like it's unsatisfactory to the people unless it somehow lands in some kind of proof or repeatability pattern. And so that kind of proofiness is really a problem. So relieving it back to what you're saying about people having spiritual experiences before that, you know, for various ego bound reasons,. Like the way out of that for me is to say, well, okay, if you are looking for this spiritual experience and