Touring Is Chaos, You Know?

I was working full time at chapenis, you know, as a waiter and bartender. The early tours got me completely obsessed with hotels and gaming the hotel system. I'm basically paying weekly wages to people. And musicians are awesome. They want to be part of something they believe in. Touring is total chaos. It's like touring almost like mimics this man depressive cycle,. This mental health emergency cycle that can really stay with performers. For probably ten years, i lived under this like cycle.