I Want to Gamble So Bad

i want to gamble so bad. I really don't enjoy it. It wasn't fun losing the money. And i'm a bad gambler, then why doo kep a? A bad gambler like you can just go to a better table. Look at the odds for six to five. Not even that insane. But what i'm more mad about is how i i keep thinking to myself, like, if i have like, 20 k,. of i just bet 20 k, i'll be at forty k. That's easy. So i just do one hand rather than, you know, smaller. Likg li iylers one of these with it. Jusal