What's the Difference Between Self Indulgence and Self Awareness?

I was listening to the conversation to day that you had with bron mc claren, who's afore and yo. All talked about how fours go through life, and they don't bring a lot of people with them because they don't understand and that. But yall didn't talk too fine to other for who can do that? And the other thing that i hear you alltalking about a lot also, when you talk about self indulgence or self awareness, and, you know, the transformation, where does the period stop? It seems that you, christine, never get lost in the emotions, like, in just having the emotions,. The balance of you talk suzanne about