Emma felt pressure to be herself on camera. But sometimes, if i was being myself, myself wasn't something I really wanted to show. Sometimes there'd be a day where i'd have to film a video, and i be i'm really sad to day. And i would bully myself into pushing through it - covering up my pain. It was a mind fuck for me. On one hand, yes, i'm honest on camera, and i'm unapologetic about that, i say. Yet there were times when i was not fullyBeing honest with the people that watch her vidios. She says: 'You tubers upload every week, or else they fail'
as most of you guys know youtube has been a major part of my life. it's literally why i am where i am today. but my relationship with it has been rocky, and it's definitely taken a toll on me. so i want to open up about all of it, and talk to you guys about where i see my relationship with youtube in the future, and the things i want to focus on now. and for those of you who have been there since the early days of my channel, i can't thank you enough :)
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