A, i'm kind of about to cry. Buti feel like what's making i want to cry er the fearof not being able to to leave life usting when somewody selme like it is good. Ye, ye. So nowm i'm doing something that's a little bit tricky with you right now. I don't know if you're realizing that, tom, do you see? Do you cognize what i'm doing? No, i'm validating youa, ha, h ha, ha. How does it feel? Ah, it feel. God, se actually feel herd and but you're, you're feeling fear. Ands laer