How to Remember a Moment in Your Life

I remember a specific moment in my kitchen where I was like, holy shit like thousand dollars a month is basically nothing But I could like pay my rent and eat a little bit. And so now like in things are I mean, you know the whole the whole back end of everything Is I goddamn catastrophe but I can't yeah. If I don't reference it in my head, then I'm an entitled prick Yeah, yeah, and I I feel the same way like it.