How Do You Bawl on a Budget?

I invest half of every dollar. I grew up poor on south side Chicago and my dad lost all his money by the time he got out of college. He didn't know how to keep it right so that was a cautionary tale for me because he didn't know he killed himself Right? So y'all so even now my mom sees me and she's like brandy you spent all that money like this mom relax Because I invest half the money right and even shit like this right like this watch I bought your shiny man. This is my midlife crisis watch I was like time to start the midlife crisis. Let's do it. We so buy stuff like watches chains How do