Prapanto pashama is a beautiful word. It means the quescence, the silence of the universe. Hold on to that. Follow that you will arrive at your rails. Arrive within coats. You are already that that will become evident. What is that real self? Your name is peace. Yo, one of your names is peace. Shantam and shivam mean auspicious bliss. In fact, these universes which arise in you, the waking world and the dream world and the deep sleep darkness,. These are basically, in in a poetic way, you can say these are waves of bliss arising in you. So you are bliss itself.