I've Never Faced It Again

i was 19. I lived in a small town with my parents and two older brothers. My stepdod had built me a vanity i have a big mirror, and my stepdod put those lie bulbs where they kind of stick out all around it,. so it looks like a drama room. No one really knew i was the make up girl. It's way easier just to ignore something rather than face it. You feel as if youere imagining something, and you're just constantly talking yourself down. There's thing there. But i also never had the nerves to look out my window and see what mi been there.