The Reality of the Degeneracy Culture

If you're really set on not wanting to change look into monastic life seriously. In the church in the ancient medieval world there was already a pathway for people to become monastics who had proclivities in those directions. There's nothing wrong with that there's nothing right it's a different type of lifestyle but it seems like there was an outlet or a way to live that catered to that type of a person and that does still exist.