Your Goalpost Keeps Shifting

I think for me, I have really shifted my own goalpost from any kind of idea of external success to really feeling deeply satisfied and fulfilled internally. It felt nice because I'm doing something so different that has been so like hard to even get a conversation with people in the traditional streaming services about what a poetry special is. But then to be recognized in like a traditional way felt really good it's like oh look at even you film people even you think this is good huh. The award systems are an endless treadmill is trying to chase what other people think is going to be good for us or what success means in the others eyes as opposed to a felt sense of this is what my heart wants