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Personal Growth and Inner Turmoil
The chapter explores the speaker's journey from resentment towards his father and the church to a transformative experience during his mission in Germany, where he focuses on spreading love. It details his struggles with self-worth, perfectionism, a disappointing marriage, and the fear of revealing his true self. The chapter also delves into a tumultuous period of deceit, infidelity, and an emotional void filled by material success, leading to a cycle of shame and guilt.