i don't know what that means. I think it's really confusing for you, and that's ok. You'll learn just like you've done a good job in basically all the other dimensions of your life. When i first wanted to go on exchange on tell i pance about it, they were like, now you can't watbe e stupid,. Like, why would you want to do that? So as you defied expectations, what was your experience of life? It was better.