i was a pastor's kid, so things were really watching me in a different way. It wasn't enough to please some of the ple in the congregation, all the whole group had to approve of your behavior. And i got a lot f validation out of being accepted by the entire tribe. The feeling of astrih ostrication, ostragummy an ostrich yeha ha ha haa. But if you were doing it rong, or believing wrong, i remember, you'd even coming down like free will or determinism,. Or would like you had to believe the same as everybody.