There are certain defense mechanisms that allow one to remain in chicago theatre and not feel like you have to move to new york or la. And so ye, you have to sort of remind yourself why ch Chicago is better than broadway or hollywood. I read that you were told to watch at least one episode of every show on television so that when you ardishon you'd know what kind of bullshet they were selling. But you didn't want to watch any television. How come? There was also this anti sitcom sensibility. What would you need a t v for? Like, we were performing the works of ibsen a,. It's still something i'm wrestling with