I didn't trust anyone. Didn't trust men. That's for damn sure. And I just thought everyone was going to let me down. Like the person I trusted the most, like he started training me at four. His wife was a world champion and she was a bad dude. She was like such a good fighter. He was a huge, huge fighter. Our grandmasters and our masters were coming from Toronto. So I was like, I trusted this guy. And then that just ruined it all. Then I started playing rugby. And then I mean, that's where a lot of the rage would come out,. which was perfect for me because I could be a fly-half