A common refrain we hear when there's betrayal of some kind is, did i even know who this person was? Yes. Because the minute you understand the duality in people and why they are the way they are,. I mean, is that right? Is it possible to have that duality and both are true? Even at my worst with my best friends and going, he was an ass hole. You dont because he wasn't. He was a guy who did feel profound struggles in his heart and in his brain and in his actions. It showed up again and again in his writing. Yeh. And so i go toward the danger, and i go toward what's difficult to understand