What Was It Like to Write About Zen?

Umyo's blog was a way for him to creatively explore how to put himself out there. After these big experiences are, i think after train um, i think that you em you have, you've gone through something which needs expressing and needs to be coming through. And so the integration process of like, you know, go teach after you've had experience, you take awhile because it's a messy process of learning how to actually present yourself. I'm gon im going to write thisd and say, this is real. This is realy what happens here also.