Life may not be a race, but it certainly is a competition, right? We're competing. So if my friend at the age of 19 has done a lot more than i have at the Age of 19 and we apply for the same job, what people will see is that there's like one resume that has more stuff in one resume that having less stuff. There are a lot of things that you can do to get ahead in life that involve things like self awareness and kind of growing is a person. And gaining awareness of myself isn't something that i can put on a resume like,  like, i can work on myself for a year, but if i haven't finished an