The Chinese Lockdown Is a Fucking Sexual Orgasm

A lot of this is me doing therapy and talking through my own fucking, oh God, trauma. It's all attempt to make the future okay to live in, even as we fear it won't be. If not being there, that cuts through the Gordian knot. That's why the end of Dr. Strangelove is a sexual orgasm. And it is a good reason to think that we very well might get a nuclear war.