How Did You Miss Being a Journalist?

I was a bit lost and I sought therapy for it in the end because I couldn't work out why I felt so weird and dislocated. In fact, 9-11 happened as I moved out and was by myself. And I remember ringing my news desk and saying, I can come in and help. It's that thing, you know, 10 years in newspapers, you have that idea that you must be at the centre of the action and help. Not anymore. Oh my goodness, I'm way too suffered now. You know, I used to get sworn out by cabinet ministers and stuff all the time. And I'm just, I would cry now. Do you didn't do