I'm So Close to My Dad and My Dad Will Be the One Who Suffers Next

i built my entire life around those moments with my dad. My ma merely resented that my dad became a big character in my columns. Now i i lake, i'm married, and i'm trying to think of it more that way. What lessons can i glean about how to try to be like a more present person in my own life? And should i ever have a child for my own family one day? But you grow it the movie.