What Happens When You Lose Confidence in the in God

i don't want to speak ill of the dead. There's mysteries between the a departed and the lord that are not, we're not privy to. We can pray for the mercies of god to extend far beyond what even seems humanly possible since they have extended to us. If bishop spong genuinely repented and turned to and intrusted in jesus before he died, that the last thing weat he would want us to do is to paint a rosy picture of his career. And s speaking telling the truth about it is, is good, and something that i think he would affirm if he could hear itiapointment. I hope no one has not looked