Is There a Prayer Book?

I was scared to death because i was not very good ateb. And they gave me a record, if you can believe it, an actual record that you played at a record player, which had my prayer that i had to read. My shaky little voice, by joseph o dorviat means something aboutjoseph and god and joseph and david. All i remember is the singing vayosepodevid baba bla. I don't know how i still have it. Sometimes before a tevious show, i go on and i read the afternoon prayer to myself to e gain some strength. People don't realize i do have human emotions before a