Do You Have Any Things That You Keep Thinking About?

When my father was admitted in calash hospital, he didn't tell him that i got nuter mycases. Family members quite managed it quite well. They thought that they wouldn't tell me, and they were successful at it. Do you ever sit back and think of 21? Do you have any thing that you keep thinking about? Actually ive? I try to avoid it, to think over it, because it may bring me into depression. What's the point of it? There's no there's no benefit. Why should i?