How to Be Madly in Love After a Breakup

I saw my ex on the mountains First time I seen her in like eight months that's wow great actually. At the beginning of this semester I was fully comfortable being alone forever Like genuinely like I honestly think so too. When I fall madly in love I feel like I lose control of myself My decision-making skills are not very good when I'm too fee underwater, you know as you get older you realize them What you want more and more stability? Once you get older, it's like you don't Want that roller coaster of emotions anymore. You're pretty sure we already talked about leaning on depending on siblings after a breakup.