How Do You Feel When You Call It It Quits?

It must be really hard not to think you're special when people are yelling your name all the time. Did you start to develop some kind like a god complex? I just imagined i would have that reaction. The support i got was energizing and invigorating. But it also gave me this tremendous sense of responsibility, where you meet people and they ere investing their hopes for the future in you. You feel like if you just then disappear after all that, that you'd really be failing people. That's an awful feeling. And that was one of the things that fuelled my desire to keep trying to find ways to make good things happen.