I'm Human, So There Are Definitive Times When I Fight Back

I think that i really repressed how deeply i felt wounded and tramatized by the that he treated me, especially sexually. A big part of what i have had to unlearn since then is just because you're a strong person doesn't mean that you are incapable of being hurt or being abused. Our relationship is very, very, very minimalwe only interact at drop offs and that's it. And need to know information. I'm human, so there are definity times where i fight back. The best that i can do is focus on my girls, and i'm hoping to god that they focus on them as well.