Have You Ever Had a Relapse?

Nott had a real relapse in 20 15. Since then it has just been pretty much the same consequently. It's not as if i had no relapse, and i really, but on a daily basis, i don't feel tempted. Whenever i fantasize about drugs, ore alcohol, when i'm under stress, um. I mean, i feel like am if i don't. For instance, i feel dependent on serfing for my sense of joy. And i really, absolutely can't imagine life sober without surfing.