The Spiritual Oath of Silence

The spiritual oath of silence or whatever is taken in a way that like got distorted in people's perception of it. And I was thinking about when you're talking about, well, this is the idealistic version. We want the Christian version of it in a weird way where as I speak, as I act, I see every level is transparent to each other. So the word comes out. And the word is on every level. And that is what you want, but I've not been able to write my Christ novel yet,. But maybe one day, you know, we aspire to.