Damien's Goal in Life Is to Be Happy

Damien has never been a cheerful person, but he seems unhappier than usual. I don't think Damien's goal in life is to be happy. To be perfectly honest, I'm not sure what his goals in life are. He seemed like the same old Damien, but just sapped of color, if that makes sense. It does. And now, like, I have no idea. Objectively, cognitively, I know I shouldn't. But there's that lingering part of my emotions just on the surface that trusts him.