Mother fell in love and didn't convert, but had turned her back on her faith. And so was a kind of a healthy amount of disdain, i would say, for that,. Or at least that's what i see, ors what a tri iover see bat for yor. Isolation is a really good way to live and die. All these religions by yourself, lots of good things to say and lots of good ideas. Am, so am the spiritual bottom that i referenced earlier in this pod, in this episode of your podcast. It was one of of, i'm sick of being the centre of the universe. I'm sick of the burden of everything being about me