Was the Credit You Give Yourself?

After going through therapy and learning that i had run for office at this breakneck pace, partally because i was chasing this redemption mirage and trying to outrun self. Once i got a lot better, and once i got to the point where petiesti was not disruptive to my life, the thing i couldn't really sort out for myself was how much of what i accomplished was me being a person who wanted to accomplish those things? I feel like i have a better answer to that now. And so i kind of finally settled in a place where i mostly am and i don't wrestle with too often any more.