Are We Not Good Enough?

Awil, i want to go into that in detail, because what you're doing is amazing. But i have to say, i have liked 16 questions o what you just sared. I'll go very, very, very all the way back. So many of us, sadly, we grow up in this world, and for some reason we're just completely convinced that the only way is to actually be number one. And if we get only an a, that's not good enough. Whatever it is, really, whatever wa we put ourselves into, is not enough. Where does this come from, at least in your story? Where did it originate?