Can God Change Me?

Anonymous: I was repeatedly molested by an older boy as a missionary kid in Bangladesh. After the 90s, my dad became a pastor in America and at that this time he came over when his parents were not home and bought a DVD case full of pornography. Now, looking back, I feel a deep sense of shame and disgust towards this person. Can God change me? Or will he allow me into his kingdom if I were to die this day,. having done not a single thing for him other than just asking him to forgive me?" Tom's heart absolutely goes out to this poor man. He would say please, please, find a different pastor locally.