Why Did You Leave the Church?

When he was about 16, Hill song started to question the way that things worked there. He recalls looking around at people speaking in tongues and thinking: 'That doesn't make sense' And then instantly feel really guilty because, you know, o how could i question something like that? Sothinking, well, it must be satanic attack on my brain. so i've got to pray harder. I've got to do more church... For 12 years  i was left pretty much in his own personal health for about 12 years,. thinking, i can't go there, but i'm going to go to hell"