Conda's, I Weeped When I Was Doing It, and It Just Got Me

When i hit my fifties, i went into the spiral of sickness. So i had all these different medical people saying, you now, you need more prote got got to have so i went back into eating animal meat. And products a for a handful of years, maybe three, four years. Initially it was like heart breaking, like, it was like, i weeped when i was doing it. And then i started numbing, and it's like, i sd. I didn't think about it so much. Then i, over time, during that period of time, more, you know, meat alternatives became available, and i started exposing myself more to the suffering.