I think that most of us don't ever meet that part of ourselves that exists within all of us. This rage that when triggered will cause you to do the things that you don't necessarily understand that you're doing. And for me, that is the scream inside and for me, it feels very real. It's good because now I can better manage it because now I know it. I have an intimate relationship with it in a very different way. But that really, I have to figure out how to better more and how to better grieve where to put my anger.