I'm Tired of the Average

I'm tired of entertaining distraction after distraction. My faith has me praying for boas, but my loneliness keeps making me entertain bozo. Every single time i'll feast on the word of god, or every single time i hear an anointed preacher from heaven, something should break. I don't believe we're supposed to have a typical, average, mundane church experience. You didn't law gon to have a live stream, that's just a programme. No, you want to feel some power. We go help somebody on a night. It seems as though the dial is not clean enough. Because i'm disgusted with myself, and i feel all thesee s.