I Was in a Panic State and I'm Terribly Claustrophobic

I'm terribly claustrophobic so it was very hard for me to go in there in the first place. I don't know how long I panicked but I do remember sort of getting pulled through the back through the ship and my first really good memory is looking up and seeing this blue sky and a beautiful puffy cloud like just floating by. And I had this feeling I can't describe it but like I've been born again. It was like the hand of God came in and grabbed me and put me back and reset me. You just never you think you're invincible especially when he's on TV right? Yes just gives you bigger balls to make you dumber.