"I think for a long time I was building my self-worth on my achievements," Rousey says. After years of praise and doing relatively well, "next thing you know, you are this kind of different" If she were to ask Rhonda Rousey before she ever started fighting, would she be suicidal? She'd probably say 12 and 1 with six titles and a million dollars,. But after 12 wins in a row and all of that dominance ... then that one loss looks different now because she's now this different person."