Is There Something in the Background, That Is Something in My Thought Is Suspiciously Stopped?

There's always an element of the need to be superior that's concealed, but the need for superiority is always part of these egoic strategies. Even when you're pronouncing judgement you're creating this strange narrative about assumed motivations and all kinds of things about this other person. Then once you've done that, then you go home, and then you pick up the phone, and thenYou tell the story of what happened to somebody else, and it blows up, it blows up even more,. And then the other person, oh that's nothing, you know what happened to me, now there’s always something in the background, and that is the reason why your thought is suddenly stopped