You're a Prisoner in Your Own Body, You Know?

I felt like I was a prisoner in my own body, you know, because my whole childhood, I was always bigger so I'd get used to that and there were coping things that I would deal with by being funny growing up. With a drew, I gained all the weight back and I just, my confidence was at an all time low and I didn't feel worthy. And how long did that period last of feeling unworthy? Six, seven years. So that's a long time. Did you think to maybe try and date regardless, not have to wait to lose the weight, but bring yourself into the dating world and see what happens, or you didn't even want to take that