Isolating

i lost a lot of weight during that short amount of time. Originally i was really excited by that fact. It felt like an accomplishment. Ah, and i had this weird economy of being depressed, but pleased because of me losing weight. Don't want to be in a forever depressed state. That is not who i am. Yes, i get there, and yes, i revel in it sometimes, just because i need to acknowledge it's there.