i read a book when i was 18 or 19 and ready to take on the world. The philosophies that i got from it are, you can change the way you feel about anything in an instant. You can celebrate somebody's death with joy. And related to that, events are neutralike. You can interpret them as good or bad. So yes, your your emotions are completely under your control. We all have things we want to do in our life but don't know where to start. I'm not sure if awake in the giant within is actually a great book,. But i think it's more about timing. Like how old am i now? I'm 50. I read this