I've Developed This Weird Feeling When I Write Something Down on the Task List

Even writing something down on a task list, i've developed this weird superstitious feeling that it's going to make me not want to do it. Ik, so you sort of poison the thing that you're enjoying putting it on the task list. Maybe o at different task lists, like one for snuffy and joy, one for suffiate. I don't know what it is. If you plan out your leisure, something about the planning of it, makes it less less enjoyable. And if i just committed to it, it would make no fence. Iadmrably nout.